JC life is filled with stress! Just having suffered 6 weeks in there, im complaining everyday that im very depressed. Lectures, tutorials everyday, none of which i understand. OH GOD! I hope all these will end soon. The only thing i look forward to everyday is to slack. And many TT Trng where i can forget all about studies for the time being and swing my hand around aimlessly for that few hours. Exercising for the time being too, losing the fats which have accumulated over the years.


This photo shows im happy as im eating TANG BAO!


Drinking Milk Shakes brightens up my day!

Im looking forward to thurs and sat. Meeting up with many pple this week. Im happy once again. Yunny told me her bro's friend passed away due to some accident. Im feel so sad for him. Hope his parents will take it easy. I ran 2.4 today. My timing improved by a bit. From 19.58 to 18.05! Not very good though, but at least there was some improvements. The PE teacher commented that sports pple shouldnt be getting these grades if not he would have to question the quality of the sport that you're in. I felt hurt. I feel as if i would be throwing the TT's team face if i fail. SO i guess i wld have to train like every other day. My napfa is 2 weeks from now. I hope i pass.


Recently i heard of some super despo pple. I felt so disgusted. I think those pple better not be so despo. Its really irks me. I hope i will not show my dislike to those pple so obviously. Thats quite mean of me i know. But sometimes i cant help it. 20th MAY, VJC Harmonica concert. Im gg to buy the two brats a stalk of flower each. Thats very kind of me so stop complaining. Actually i hate my life now. Im studying things which i find so useless and i cant understand everything. Sigh.

I want to start my own business. I had a weird dream. Ok. you see, my sis has been working these few months so her bank is flooding with cash nowadays. I dreamt that she actually withdraw all the money that she had in her bank and she actually shouted at me this, :" I withdraw all my money already. We go open a business with these!" I was really happy in my dreams. How i wish it could continue. But it didnt. I got awoken by the sickening phone alarm. 615am. Yes. My day starts at 615am. Pathetic life right. Oh! I want to be a hawker. HA. I think hawker earns a lot. My mum's friend, a drink seller, earns $10000 plus a month. And also, Dennis wee, the real estate agent and mervin wee, jean yip's husband, they were sec school drop outs but look at them now, they earn like millions every year. GoD! I wish for talents like them. I see no talent in myself except being filled with fats!


I hope she will make my wish come true! HA

BTW, I LOVE SAJC! I wanted go there all because of stefanie sun. Though life is hard. I still love the school. I finally learned how to sing the school song. I memorised it by heart. Im very proud to be a SAINT! Thats my dream since i was sec 1 so GOD! Thanks for letting my get in. I think i should actually stop complaining about my everyday life but actually live it to the fullest everyday. I love TT trng, I love lessons. I Love PE! Life is sometimes about doing things that you may not like. THATS LIFE! Dont be a human if you dont like all these.


Im always bored!

I didnt feel like blogging actually but i was bugged by june to blog. So im here again. I've been having frequent headache these fews days. I dont know why but i know something's very wrong with me. kbox-ed on saturday. I was late as usual. yes, the co-organiser was late. But i had the authority. HAHA! June finally fell for our plot and she was at least earlier this time round. I was rather glad that she's early for once. June! Be patient, the secret is coming soon. Sheryl and i were bombarded with JJ's songs. I couldnt really be bothered as i was busy reading MAR. Thanks christine for bringing it for me. At kbox, i saw the worst kind of Fish&Chips. Have you ever seen Fish&Chips with RICE?? And the rice actually took up 60% of the portion!! I believe fries aren't very expensive right. So at least you can give us more fries. I understand that Fishes are more expensive so im OK with only 2 pieces of fish. but how could you ever just give me about 10 strands of fries only!! That's so absurd. But since im a nice person. Im ok with them. Since their Lemon Tea was nice. June, wait on. Your secret would be last. HAHA! Went to celebrate Grandma's 80th birthday at night at Jumbo. Sang Karaoke there again as we were in the room. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY GRANDMA!

And yanzi's back from Congo already. She has started appearing on entertainment news and she seems to grow fatter. That's very good. HAHA! She is urging pple to sponsor kids from poor countries. It only takes $35 a month to sponsor a kid. If you all out there has the ability, pls do so here ---> World Vision
Below are some pics of Yanzi when she's at congo and some after she returns to Taipei
At congo:



It's said that she adopted a seven-year old girl there. She adopted her as she found that she looks very intelligent. Indeed it was true. The girl was supposed to be in P2 but as her results were very good. She skipped P2 and went on to P3. So you all know how good yanzi's judgement is! HAHA! She had to go see this pig farm which the world vision wants to upgrade. Though it stinks like mad there. She didnt mind and stayed there for about 20mins. See how cool she is! I didnt put my LIKE on the wrong person. HAHA! YEAH! And she also said that during her last trip to Indian, when she gave sweets to the kids there. They all just swallowed the whole thing down, plus the sweet wrapper. This shows us how fortunate we pple are that sometimes we dont even care about how many grains of rice we have wasted after eating. So, today after you finish eating, look around your bowl to see how many grains of rice you and your friends have dropped on the table or the floor. Im hinting at june... I think even CROWS/BIRDS in singapore has more food to eat then the pple in Congo due to the large amt of wastage. Back to yanzi. So this time when she's at Congo. Before giving sweets to the kids, she took the wrapper out first. SO SO COMMENDABLE OF HER! HAHA!! The kids have never seen sweets before. They are too poor to even afford anything. Btw, they were very happy to see yanzi visiting them and all of them started running after her in the car. She thought it was too dangerous for them to do so and told them to go back but they still continued on. It was always said that usually pple in poor countries would have like 10 kids but in the end, due to malnutrition and all those stuffs, only 4 or 6 would be left. That's like so so sad. We must learn to appreciate what we have. Yes! I love Fish&Chips now with RICE!

Back to Taipei attending a concert:








As you all can see, she's with very little make-up so she looks quite frail. HAHA! But it seems that she didnt get enough rest. This picture was taken just a day after she returned from Congo where she most probably didnt sleep well there. But nevertheless, she still looks very cute. Esp the one taken with AMei. She's like posing for Neoprints. HAHA!

Award Ceremony for 2006 TVBS Music Award:


It was on Sunday. She received four awards.
1. Album promoted by music pple (means her album is worth listening to)
2. Top 10 albums
3. Most popular female singer (internet voting-means she's very popular)
4. Most popular female singer (this is not by voting, it's by judges-means she is popular EVERYWHERE)

My Photo Taking Ceremony With Yanzi:






I took this at Hg mall the SK Jewellery. It was damn embarrassing. But for the sake of a photo taken with yanzi. I didnt mind all the stares. I had to wait for like so so many pple to pass by before i could take a quick shot with her. I was like telling my sister:" HURRUY HURRUY!" due to the super slow movement of my sisiter. And i looked so so stupid standing there. I was afraid that i would get chased away by the store manager too. HAHA! Then my sis was like saying she was so so embarrassed by me. But who cares. I got my photo in the end and i scram off immediately. The 2nd photo i was trying to POSE WITH HER. The 3rd one i was trying to BE LIKE HER! But i think it failed cox i look like im retarded. :'(

Ytd went with SA to play friendly match with NY. It was just like an old friends/PL reunion with all the PL pple there. Evon/mich/tang was with NY. jing/i was with SA. Sa let jing played singles. But i feel that i should play singles too. Ok nvm. I shouldnt complain cox i nv go for any trng before so maybe they dont know my skills or something. They some sort of partnered me with some LAN person who cant really play well. She can just like hit back the ball and occasionally a FEattack W shots. I was the one attacking non-stop that my arms and thighs are like have muscle aches now. And right, when i missed like 3 shots when i was trying to attack, she was like:"AIYAH! AIM PROPERLY" I was like, im my heart:" EXCUSE ME! YOU ARE NOT EVEN SCORING AND YOU DARE TO AIYAH WHEN I MISSED THE SHOT! USE YOUR ENERGY TO AIM YOUR OWN SHOT LA" I miss you EVON, MY DEAREST TT BUDDY! Btw, we played with 2 pairs ytd. One of them was Evon's pair. It's like im playing against my TT BUDDY! WHAT THE! Anw, we won both matches. Thanks to me. Im not bragging. But i think im scoring all the points while she is like a flower vase there. NO! Too nice of me to say she's a flower vase. I should say she's an extra there. I AIM TO BE THE BEST DOUBLES PLAYER. BUT NOT WITH THAT GIRL. I WANT EVON! That's why im considering appealing to NY on friday after posting. But im still thinking la...

My sis says she wants to make me look like a bung. HAHA!




Aye.. Do i really look like one?? HAHA! I feel that i look retarded AGAIN!!
your secret june: You look very pretty on the kbox day. I mean the way you dress. If you dress like that everyday. You will not need to go for matchmaking session with is next time. Cox you are very thin and you look very chio la. You must wear jeans and nice T-shirt. Wear skirt if possible. But i think you wear jeans nicer. Cox your legs are very long then if wear skirt will look weird. Like giraffe! You could be compared to those pretty girls in Orchard road. HAHA! And your hair is very nice too. Like MINE. HAHA! I will take back another TAKO for praising you. Are you overjoyed now? I bet you are.

TODAY IS JUST SO INTERESTING!

Out with xy today. met at J8. chatted for very long. laughed, crapped, talk nonsense. HAHA! This tai tai friend of mine treated me to Swensen's ice-cream. She promised me that im gg to treat her back someday. Thanks anw Bestie. While we were chatting, we realised that both of our mums wanted to join this Tai-Chi course at the CC oppo heartland. Such a conincidence can! HAHA! We were shocked by it. But in the end, as both mothers are very slack. They didnt go for it! Anw XY thanks for today. You really made my day. HAHA! Love ya!

We met Supranee at J8. She said that RJ is just so stressful. She asked all the girls in her class if they want to go for a movie. They said no. So she had to be thick-skinned and asked the guys if they want. She even offered to let them choose the movie that they want to watch. They said no too. HAHA! So poor thing. Almost half of the guys are PRC scholars. WOW! Think she's very stress there so she needs to de-stress by watching a movie. She was so excited when she finally could watch a movie after some time. HAHA! And she said that in her Form A. She is not allowed to participate in JAE! She has no choice of courses that she can take. It's all blank. They only wrote that she is in DSA! It was a wrong move of her la to choose DSA. Now she must stay there though she dont really wish to i guess. She is like stucked to RJ for her 2 years already. And to my cliques out there. We are gg to Supranee's hse to watch some Mountain movie next week. Anyone's who's free. Pls msg me. Xy and i are confirm gg her hse. So if you wanna participate. Pls msg me. Time and Date to be confirmed. But it's next week! So exciting again. HAHA!

Kbox outing tmr. Another fun day awaiting me. XY's most prob not gg. To be confirmed.But i still dont know what to sing tmr. So stressful. Im sure JJ's songs would be ringing non-stop around my ears tmr. Due to the large amount of fans he has within the pple gg tmr. SHERYL! WE MUST REMAIN UNITED TO DEFEAT OUR ENEMY!

Most importantly, Yanzi's safely back from Congo. Im so glad for her. Heard that her 8 days in Congo was fully packed. Some of her fellow co-workers had diarrhoea but she didnt get it. She was name the "healthly baby" in the group. YEH!! And she is back in Taipei resting now.

Life has been monotonous these 2 days. Im not feeling very well and my back hurts. Think im having early rheumatism. Anw, im feeling better now. A few events coming out soon. Friday im most prob gg out with xy. Sat we're having kbox outing again. How i wish time flies now so i can get out of hse. Tmr i may be gg for SA TT trng. See if im feeling better. In the midst of all my slacking, i still train TT at home. Haha. Using my dining table. It's really very fun.

Posting would be out soon i guess. I dread knowing that i'll get into SA cox i heard that "M" is appealing in. My worst nightmare. Sigh! Lihua has ended. Life at night is back to the original. The new show now is not nice. So i can only wait for 12am to watch the game show on channel 52. Some very highly-rated Taiwanese show.


Before;



After: with toady glasses on.



This was taken during CNY i think.

Paragon on friday. Shopped around and since i felt rather tired and hungry after a while, i sat down at some AH MEI shop for some kaya toast. Before that i saw Mark Lee, the 42 guy. Haha. Xy made me remember him forever. I finally saw my favourite marble soft drink there and i bought a few home. Its just so so nice. I like that drink but it costs like $2.20 each bottle which i think it's so so EX! HA. But what can i do. I cant resist it. Ding Tai Feng for dinner. The food there is just mouth-watering. I think it is considered the top 10 restaurants in the world. WOW!! Haha. I was watching this eating show on tv when i came across this restaurant somewhere in Clark Quay. They will give you this piece of stone which i think is squarish. Its about 400 degree celcius and you will be given raw meat to cook by yourself. You just have to put the piece of meat on the stone and it will be cooked due to the intense heat in the stone. The owner of the restaurant said that the meat would nv be CHAO DA even if you leave it on the stone for a very long time. Such an interesting restaurant right! Its called HOT STONES SPECIALITY RESATURANT. Mum called to check up the price and they said it costs about $30plus each. We actually decided to go after church but mum said later they she is very hungry and she cant imagine herself waiting for the raw meat to cook while her stomach growls. She say she cant wait anymore. She needs FOOD! you see. So we didnt go. So sad. Soon i guess.

We finally had our fondue outing on sat but hy wasn't there. So Sad! Haha. She was so uncontactable. I sent like 2 msgs to her phone but it turned out later that her mum took the phone. So i called her when i was like at the bus stop and she said it was too late so she gave it a miss. Our FONDUE outing was just so so interesting. We had to wait for like 30mins plus for a dish to come. Its like sheryl and i ordered some set meal with FREE root bear float. And of course we had our chocolate fondue. The drinks took 15mins to come and the food came 20mins later. My big mug of root bear float was already 3/4 gone. But the food's rather nice i would say. The fondue makes my salivate. The oh-so thick and creamy chocolate paste justs makes me drool. We played Monopoly and that 2 brats went into cahoots to defeat cairong and me. OH NO! I went into bankruptcy first and so, yes i lost! Cairong actually had the most money but after the cahoots of the brats she followed my footsteps too. So the brats won the game and happily announced that they were the winners. We ordered some snacks again later, waited for another 20mins plus. I cant understand. They have about 5-6 workers there and yet they are so slow. Why!! I told sheryl that it was so easy to work there. Its so slack you see.

Yanzi is far away in congo now, doing some chairty work there. Its a highly dangerous place there and many pple are not gg there due to security reasons and yet yanzi has to go there. She has to take many injections and pills before gg there. What a nice person she is by sacrificing herself to go there. She will lose more weight there i guess. Look at her. So thin already. What will become of her should she be any thinner. Oh God! Pls bless her. Im still wondering now if i should continue with my dream of being an events manager or artise manager. Its such a tough choice. but singapore is such a small place. There wont be much chance for me next time. I want to live in places like HK or Taipei but they have natural disasters there. HAHA! Im so contridicting myself.


That's her new LAYS commercial. She is the ambassador of LAYS in Taipei.

When school re-opens everyone wld be seperated except a few. NY, VJ, SA! Alright. Im a loner im a loner. Im sure Hy is saying that i brought this upon myself. HAHA! She's a mean person. But i really like there so i wont be a loner. Haha! YEH! And Everyone, Sheryl loves her franz ferdinand. She got a pair of free concert tix. WHATEVR! She is just so lucky. Im gg to ask her to send in all contest forms in future and i would get my free YANZI concert tixs the next time. Sheryl. You'll be kept busy writing in contest forms. They will flood your loving room and loly would be left with no freedom. HAHA!

Look! Sammi is so thin and she is just so so chio. HAHA!



BTW, I love KIM SAN SHUN. HAHA. She's just so so funny. Its a Korean drama if you seem blur about it. "我叫金三顺" or "My Lovely Sam-Soon". That's my latest recommendation for korean dramas.

Confirmed SA! I went there on wed with jing and evon. Both of them had to appeal in. So i went with them to see the school and TT. Maybe i expect too much. The school, though new looks weird. It wasnt as grand as i thought. But i still like there la. My eye candy's school. Haha. Though at a different location but nvm. I believe i'll see her coming back to school one fine day. The TT captain was very friendly and nice. The people there should be very nice should all of them be like her. Haha! Anw, waiting for posting to be out now so im still slacking my life away till then..

Tmr's fondue outing is cancelled. All because of the 2 brats. Now i will have to wait till another day but nvm la. I can save money. Im super broke now. June and i are in love with a new show now. FAN LIHUA. Haha. Channel 55 10pm everyday from mon-fri. A very nice show. We're both hooked by it now. That's the reason why someone ponned school on wed. She sleeps late now every night and i will have someone to talk to. YEH! I hate Jinding JUNE!


credits to tvb!

It seems that everyone's gg NY! They say that the school's nice and all. But im still sticking on to SA. I hope i will enjoy myself at SA. It's so scary to imagine myself gg to a new school all by myself. But luckily, jingyi's there so i guess at least i will have someone that i know. Yujun's there too. But they were all there for the 1st 3 mths. I hope i can fit in there. STRESSED! Haha.

HAPPY SEVENTEENTH EVON! MY DEAREST TT BUDDY

We got back our results 3 days ago. I feel nothing now already. Results are rather OK! So i got 12 in total. This is a rather average score i guess. I think everyone did well so im just neutral about it. I think god really blessed me. If not i would not ever get an A2 for eng. Can you imagine. Even that brat june and sheryl got an A2. So i feel honourned. But for HCL it's an unexpected. So i have nothing to say. I wanted an A1 but maybe i only scored 2/5 for the word part. So Well... forget it! Come to think of it. Chem and Lit was useless to me. To think that i actually studied phy on the day itself after the Geog paper. I was in Macs atudying it for like 3+ hours and i got a B3. Might as well spend all my time on Phy instead of Chem la. I started Chem like 2 weeks ago and was confident. HAHA! So sickening. But nvm. I must thank my tuition teacher, Mr Yong! Though i think im his worst student ever. All his students got like As. So im a failure. HAHA! Lit, i should have dropped that. I thought i would get A1 but it was the worst subject. WHAT THE! But i was really sick that day for paper 1. So i have nothing to say again. God did blessed me. My sis say my results is considered the worst of the avg. HAI! HAHA!

Im choosing SAJC. Anyone going there too? Pls tell me. I hope i can make it in. 4 bonus pts. So that means i am going in the school with 8pts. Think that's very low still. But still enough to go in. Jingyi, yujun is there. That's what i know. The rest i dont know. And i think lots of pple are going to SA. I hope my hcl will rise my chances. HAHA! Evon. i hope you will get in. I really want to see you. Wj too! I went to SAJC's website just now and went to their photo gallery and remembered that yanzi actually attended their funfair in 2005.2.19! I didnt go for their funfair that day though my sister persuaded me to go cox i was lazy. It shocked me and i was so hurt when i heard that she actually went for the funfair. OH GOSH! WHY AM I SO LAZY! I was saddened the whole day. And the feeling returned after i saw the photos just now at the website. Due to some copyright matters, i cant show the photo here. So only website.

SAJC Funfair 2005

Denise is the guy behind the person holding the mike. He accompanied yanzi there. Though rather sad that they broke up. What's important that yanzi would be happy. Haha. Im crazy i guess.

Fondu on Friday with the kapo-queens. I feel broke once again. They are going to continue irritate me on fri. HAHA! But i like. YEH! They came my house on saturday for like almost 6+ hours. Turning my house upside down. AIYO!

We're going to have a full clique outing tmr at Macs before going to collect our results. Yes, tmr's the day. We'll see how! I cut my hair already. haha. It looks very funky according to my mum and she isn't too happy about it. But i think its nice. so nvm! So exciting.. I was at NEL. Ha.

Grandma came over again today. So many problems at home. Mum isn't feeling too well. Grandma isn't too happy. Hai. Just hope all these would be over soon. Hope Mum would be alright. I hope everyone would be happy.

Slacky day! Results are going to be released on FRIDAY 10/2. Which i think its good. I want to end my aimless life soon. Some people keep saying they dont want results to be released soon but i think they think otherwise. Like what xy said. They are saying things they hate. They keep saying they wont score well and their friends will score well. But in the end they will score VERY WELL! Alright. i know i know, this is reality. People are all wearing a mask in front of everyone. I know i wont score excellent grades like 6 points. But i think at least i will socre average. I do hope i will get A1 for HCL. But hoping does not mean i will get it. I didnt know how to write some words. but i feel my compo was well done. So whatever i get for HCL. I will not feel bad for not studying. I think i did my best. I think i did my best for Geog Lit HCL Maths. I put in some effort for Eng Sci SS Amaths. Haha. So just see how la. Anw the results are fixed. Though some anxiety and uncertainty is there but we all have to go through it. So Friday! Here i come. Haha. Before that i think june wants to go Macs for lunch but i think we should go to some coffeeshop instead. We pay the same amount and it is healthier.


I love this photo so so much!

Shopping shopping and shopping these few days.
Marina square. Suntec. Compass pt. Novena Square. J8.
Ate ate ate too.
Ajisen-ramen. Prata. Crystal jade. Lao Beijing.

I feel so fat all of a sudden. I have been really eating non-stop! HELP! But luckily i have not reached 60kg yet. Haha. But soon i guess. Results would not be coming out tmr i think. No news yet so far. So it's another 5 days of waiting and slacking. But since mum and dad are not at home anymore. No more shopping sprees. I could only wait till the weekends aka sheryl and june's FAMILY DAY before i can get out of hse again. Im all alone at home now since both sis are out. Parents are watching tv and here i am!

I Was being very nice on fri by going out to meet june and sheryl at J8. They forced me to do so. I took a risk again. By using something AGAIN. for the sake of both of them so you two should feel proud and honourned if you should see this. I was being so WEI DA to rush down asap. Better Thank me. Wanted to ask xy along-she's working. Hy- cant be contacted. turns out that she is sleeping at home. So we 3 went shopping around J8. Caught " Fun with Dick And Jane" with them. It's such funny show i tell you. So Lame. Pls go watch that if "I not stupid too" is sold out. Since all aunties are all rushing to watch it now. Go catch "Dick& Jane". No one will fight with you over that. Cox it's more for the teens. Haha. Had a good laugh. But sheryl said it was OK only. She no taste one. Im getting so much in love with loly-sheryl's dog. I want to see her soon. ARGH!



OH YES! Sheryl and I share a BIG DREAM! We two are going to rule the artise managing world. She will rule the english pop. I the chinese pop. Haha. WE RULE! She said we are going to groom pple into superstars and when they win awards they are gg to thank us in their speech. What an honourable thing! Let's work hard for our goal. Meantime, Sheryl and June are forcing me to go VJ with them. They want me go suffer with them there. What friends they are right! They are telling me to take BIO with them. I dont even know whats it about. How to take. I'll most prob fail all my exams. I'll see how after results comes out. Haha. I HOPE THE DREAM I SHARE WITH SHERYL WILL COME TRUE! We'll earn big bucks then.

Im Very happy today again!!

Got awoken so early in the morning today(11am) and had prata for breakfast. Thats so highly fattening! But its really nice you see, so i cant resist it! Out to Compass point after that with mum while sis goes for her SIA interview. Shop around with mum. Had to help her look for a key holder and so i had to go to the wallet corner to go search for it. I felt like an auntie while finding for the holder. Searched so throughly for a cheap and good quality one. HAHA! Must be im under the influence of june and hy for too long. H A I . . . . poor me!

Mum said she wanted to open a bank account with me so we went to the POSB bank there. Can you imagine how long the queeue is! Its like stretching all the way out to the door there. But i no need to queeue there as those pple are banking money into their banks one. Most prob after CNY, all of them are so rich. Thats why must store their money in case it gets stolen. From here, we can see how RICH singaporeans are. But even if im opening bank account i have to queeue at the other corner so its a long wait again. waited for 30mins, the 2 counters only served 3 person. And its only no. 25 while im 49. So mum said we shdnt wait and shd go to the foodcourt instead. She loves food you see.. She bought this beef set meal and shared with me, complaining about the side dish-vege that she ordered was very expensive. 3 strands for $3. Haha. typical her. Then she complained that why the soup has no carrot. cox last time when she bought it. the carrot was there. shes so problematic. haha.

We went metro to shop before going back to the bank. I was so proud of myself as i gave up my seat to an uncle. Haha. But i think he didnt sense that i purposely gave the seat to him but thought is i left my seat. OH NO!. shocked me. There goes my chance of getting an Ang Bao from the uncle. cox i think pple at the bank are all very rich Tai Tais who purposely dresses as commoners so pple wont rob them. Haha. I even saw an auntie counting the huge stack of $50 notes repeatedly. Haha. shes worried the bank will cheat her. i bet there is $5000 inside.. Waited for another 30 min before its our turn. Think all together we spent like 2h plus there at compass.

Sis and Dad came later and we went to the foodcourt AGAIN cox they had not taken their dinner yet. Ate popiah and then we went to buy my favourite bread from breadtalk. The OH SO NICE BREAD! Haha.

An extract of what yanzi quoted from some poet.

A Psychological Tip

Whenever you are called on to make up your mind,
and you are hampered by not having any,
the best way to solve the dilemma, you will find,
is simply by spinning a penny.
No - not so that chance shall decide the affair
while you are passively standing there moping;
but the moment the penny is up in the air,
you suddenly know what you are hoping

Piet Hein

She is just so likeable! She is a very intelligent person cox she can really tell you things that make you think hard on. Just like what she said during her concert:" Man should not accept their destiny, we should choose it." I really feel that my like for her is worthwhile. HAHA!

Photo time!! My mood today: HAPPY

Chinese New Year is all about visiting, eating goodies and collecting Ang Baos. Sometimes when we come to think of it, it's so boring. Just a routine every year. However i feel that its a tradition that we young people must keep. Though i feel that the Ang Bao money that we collect are mainly from our parents. As you see, our parents have to give other kids too. So it's just like I give you, you give me. In the end, its even. So our parents are the ones losing out. And so we cant say that the Ang Bao money is ours. But we should say its from our parents. Alright, i feel rather naggy here. But i dont feel really happy today. Im a very free person since i quit school. and i have to worry everyday if should i continue using my EZ-Link card. So overall, im worried about everything. Haha.

Jumbo in the afternoon for TIM SUM. Very nice and filling. My first time there for Tim sum. The previous time was at YUM CHA. Both very nice. But Jumbo is cheaper and nearer so of course i'll choose that. Marina Square for shopping spree after that. Grandma came aong too. The shops there are still mostly under renovation but i still managed to get a new shirt. At least some PPLE wont keep saying i always wear the same shirt. What can i do! Im so poor. How to get new clothes. You buy for me i will wear different shirt everyday. Haha. But i know you all wont. So too bad!!

Sad 1:
Oh! I suddenly realised that all the husbands, as in the guys are all very bad-tempered. My dad is one. My uncle is the other one too. So next time when you choose a husband better pick properly in case you suffer for the rest of your life with the ANGRY MAN, who always show their temper next to you. You wont be happy. HAI.. And right. I think my grandma isnt too happy staying at my Aunt's hse. How i wish she can come over and stay at mine but mine is really small and cramp. So lets just hope that things will turn out better. My perspection of someone changed greatly today. Why is that person like that. Unbelievable!

sad 2:
Once again. I would like to say. I miss my eye candy, yanzi. Haha. Hm.. Lets just hope she will have her new album soon which is like in 8-9 mths time. she releases her album once a year. i missed her previous autograph session because of prelims but now i feel that i shd go cox anw. I didnt do that well for prelims. Haha. So now here i am waiting for the arrival of her next album. Or concert which will not come so soon. but anw, i hope she will just jiayou and feed us with better songs. She may or may not be in Singapore now i dont know. but i kn0w she was in singapore for the new year. MAybe she's back in Taiwan again who knows! I really want to go work in companies like Warner. But not singapore one. I want Taiwan's. But it is impossible. Or rather i want to be jacelyn tay's assistant. Haha. Impossible again. But at least i can DREAM right.

Picture time! Two sad, pretty woman showing my feelings now. HAHA!

We had our clique outing ytd at kbox hg plaza. Reached there and found out that there was no kstudent as it's the CNY season so we had to do with khappy! It costs each of us $18 plus though(2 drinks included). But still i dont think it's worth the money. Nvm anw, since we really did enjoy ourselves that day. Oh! She was there too. Our first meeting since that incident. It was all fine. Everything's back to normal. CHEERS! Haha. And june's hair is SO NICE! I better stop saying this, if not her head will burst out of excess swelling.

I think my 2nd sis is a bit out of her mind. She claims that she want to go HK for her hol with HER FRIENDS! And you know what, she has even went ont o take all the brouchers that she can find. What a JOKE and What a PERSON! Cant be bothered with her anymore. She always thinks that she is right but its so obvious she isnt. She can go ahead and live in her own materialistic world like that IRRITATING JIANG RUQING! I believe that one day she will get her BAO YING! I wont save her then. She can go ZI SHENG ZI MIE! Though she CLAIMS that she is gg to treat me to Hans but i still wont like her. She always has tons and tons of reason for what she is doing but to me, they are all nonsense la. She just pisses me off.

Today is horrible with mum's constant nagging the WHOLE MORNING. In the end i had no choice but to help her wash the floor and had to wash my hamster's cage too. I felt like cinderella! Time just passed so fast. After doing all the hsework and stuff. Bathed and went out for reunion dinner at this restaurant at some hotel. What a day i had there.

Arrived and found out that we were being transferred to 5th floor when we were supposed to be at 6th floor. WE actually reserved the dinner like almost 3 weeks ago so shouldnt we have priority?? But nvm, we are nice. So we went downstairs to this rather tiny ballroom that was already filled with 30 tables. It was a temporary one i guess. So we sat down and waited for like 15 mins before we had our chinese tea which btw costs $24. Our table was a 10pax one. Waited for another 10 mins before our LOW HEI came. So we started eating. The whole ballroom was rather chaotic and we realised that there was actually only about 8-10 waitress serving the whole place. As time went by, we realised that the food arrives slower and slower and we were all rather irritated! AS you all know, "a hungry man is an angry man!". Mum kept rushing them to speed up their pace. But to no avail!

Soon, everyone's face around the whole ballroom blackened as we all had to wait a long time for the food to come. And it doesn't come in order. How can the desert come before the VEGE!??? Absurd. So, everyone started complaining to the manager about it. SHort of workers. Food didnt came. Tea not filled. POOR SERVICE. But still nothing changed. The food still didnt come. Everyone was so irritated that i dont know why. They started saying YUM...... SENG! to vent their anger. Haha. so funny. One table even started chanting that they WANT FOOD! What a reunion dinner man! Oh, btw, the restaurant had 3 venues for the dinner. One which is the main restaurant itself, the other 2 are ballrooms. I was at the smaller ballroom. So later on, the manager came down to my ballroom and told us that we will all have 30% discount to compensate us. So we all CHEERED! Some even went up to argue that they want more discount. HAah. i think in the end they succeeded and it was announced that we are gg to have 50% discount again. So it was really the CHEAPEST reunion dinner that i ever had.

We decied to go check out the situation at the 6th level and it was actually worst off there as the 2nd batch of pple were all waiting for their turn to eat but the 1st batch is not even out. The situation there is more chaotic. What can they do! Short of workers. Kitchen staff are too slow too. When we were leaving there was even a commotion. Some pple were saying they dont want to pay for the food that they didnt eat cox some left as they were too SIAN of waiting. The manager was so stressed up that he almost got into a fight with some customers. Then later one woman said " Let's go find A, She knows the boss of this restaurant!" haha. I was just standing there watching the whole thing going on. Anw, HAPPY NEW YEAR to everyone!

MY EYE CANDY! YEH.. She's in Singapore now!

credits to SK jewellery


credits to SK jewellery

WE are friends again and i may be going her house soon. Something to rejoice about. Actually come to think of it i have been waiting for this day for quite long. Now that we are talking again sounds a bit weird. But we need time to adapt. So im trying to msg her everyday and its improving. YEH! Hope everything returns to normal so. I have confidence. I have been very happy about this for like 2 days, however im too lazy to blog so have to wait till now. HEE HEE!

Anw, im officially out of that horrible school! From today onwards, im a full time slacker at home. The road to withdrawal is tough. I went school in the morning hoping that i can quit immediately after assembly but that teacher is not there. I had to go for a mass lecture while waiting for him to arrive. It was Econs lesson. Not bad! BUT the worst thing is that in front of me, there is this weird smelling smell. Actually i know what it is but i dont feel like looking up. But i still had to look out. And i saw the thing that i hate most. I wont say out here but if you want to know ask me lor! After 45 mins, i SURVIVED. Then Fanny had free period so she and YB went with me around the school looking for teachers to sign me withdrawal form. My FT is like showing me that YOU ARE SO TROUBLESOME FACE! He said " Long time nv see you ah". WHO CARES ABOUT HIM! Cant stand it. Felt like slapping him but of course i didnt if not i wont be here. The Librarian was very nice. But the office person wasnt nice. I asked her nicely if i would need to collect a leaving cert as it was stated in the letter. Then she said " you come for a few weeks only and you want a leaving cert". Made me so pissed. Left that school immediately after walking fanny and yb to the canteen. HORRIBLE TIME!

I dont know why, but i respect the construction workers a lot. I feel that they are very brave. Haha. dont know what happened to me. I cant imagine how they actually built an MRT underground. They really should be praised for their effort in improving our country's infrastructure. IF next time i ever become some foreman, i will treat my workers well. haha. Think too far. After a talk with hy ytd, i feel like going student council should i ever land up in JC after results. I think its very fun though i would need to spend quality time on it. But i think i wld give it a try!

I think im going kbox tmr with my sis. Its almost confirmed. Then im going to the library to borrow some books to pass my time. At the same time maybe improve my GP! Haha. RUBBISH! But nvm. Cox i am renting SINGAPORE TRUE GHOST STORY 11 and 12 if i ever see it there. Yeh! So exciting. The clique is going on a outing again but details are not confirmed. Most prob kbox again! HEE. I think my singing skills will improve and i can take part in what hy said the" one" ! haha.

I am very happy today. Yanzi won some "most popular female artise by voting" award in Taiwan. I think it's HITO! A very big award presentation in Taiwan. Also, her 2 concerts in HK was a BIG success. She had so many special guests for the 2 nights. Can you imagine Andy Lau went too. He was a very unexpected guest i think. No news was revealed that he would appear. So i think it was a surprise for Yanzi. She looked very happy! Haha. Sammi was there too. Miriam(yang qian hua) , Tanya, lin yi feng and some others were there. I would say her concert was a big event there. Sammi commented that her concert was very good.


Andy Lau. Yanzi with her SMILE!

An extract of what sammi said, taken from sammi.popz.tv when she was asked if the concert was good " yes. yes.... very good. Yanzi is very good performer. She is very great! and the audience are so good. Tanya and Wah chai (andy lau), and Lam 1 fung are good as well. I like the show very much! Yanzi is pretty as well." Well Done Yanzi! haha. brightened up my day. she cried i think. Tears of joy. Haha. :)

I hope she will reply my msg. I am still waiting. tormenting too. Haha. but nvm, i'll wait. Since i feel that we should not drag this. Hope she will think through it. But we'll see how. It's her choice anyway. I cant blame her. Actually i dont feel like winning her for Os already. I dont see any need. I miss her! Haha. As in friend! I dont know why too. But i have already dreamt that we reconcile and were back to the good old days 3 times. Ytd night was one. We were chatting happily. But i think all those could only happen in dreams. Reality is always cruel you see. Haha. PERSERVE!

I was a bad kid again today. you should have guessed why! Im planning to go quit tmr already. I had a bad dream last night. Os results were out then on my results slip i saw 17. All was very blur in my dream. BUT when my sis took the result slip and looked at it. I got a 9! I was shocked. I actually won my 2 sis. That's a blessing. Haha. Oh! The top student in my dream was Supranee! What a interesting dream. So real yet so unbelievable!

I feel im becoming an accountant soon. Haha. Have been helping mum do her accounts during my free time at home. I shall be a full time slacker from now. Since im qutting school already! Yeh! No more PE anymore. That's such good news. Im waiting for the Ruyi show now. So slacking online now. Haha. :)



Joining yanziunlimited fanclub soon if nothing goes wrong. Then i can really see her in person. I think this fanclub in singapore would be recognized soon. They always get to see yanzi. I saw them taking lot of pictures with her. That's very cool! Haha. I can see her in person. Who knows she will remember me!! They were so supportive of yanzi during the concert. I was so impressed with them. Wished that i could join them.

PE is just horrible. Star jump! Running 2 rounds! Man's sit up! continuously. That's like making my half alive! Pant pant pant! My heart felt so pain at one moment. Think i had heart attack! They will be responsible if i ever end up in hospital! Most importantly, all the teachers all like so not fit and they claim to be PE professionals. Excuse me! You dont even exercise, look at your own sizes. Those are not muscles, they are FATS! Stop bragging! They love torturing people but look at themselves first can! Im just going to quit this school. Not going tmr. Im sorry yanzi. I love you a lot. Haha. But i really cant stand there.

The course offered by SP on the Intergrated Resort(IR) is not bad. Im rather interested. I have more interest in poly now. What i worry now is that what IF my results end up to be 13/14. I will have a hard choice as to which should i go. That's a very tough question! Pondering.. '_". :essons are actually quite Ok there. BUT, the pple are too noisy. Tutorials are alright i guess but Mass Lecture!! They dont give respect to the teacher. You see, for GP, it's this relief teacher who is supposedly very experienced. REALLY VERY! He's like almost 70 plus i would say. A short guy but nobody listens to him. They just talk as loudly as they want. So basically, it's a fish market there. Lessons today were very alright. Econs teacher is nice. PE=horrible. Chinese fun. GP Bad but i like the teacher. Maths Good, but it is just A maths stuff. Max/Min point, Range! The girl sitting next to me was like. AYE! How you know if it's max or min curve. I had to teach her. Haha. i felt smart for once. But this made me understand that actually there is a lot of pple who are worst than me. Im not saying they are stupid. But this kind if thing is if you can, you can. If you cannot, do not blame yourself! one lesson learnt finally at that school!

Im helping my mum to do her accounts now. She agreed to give me $100. Haha. It's a very easy job. Just total up all the cash sales. But there is about 7 books that i have to total up. My brain is filled with numbers now. Haha. $17283. Wow! Very BIG AMOUNTS! I feel very sick now. I hope my heart is alright. Hope i wont get muscle ache tmr too. But guess i wld be ok. The Ruyi show is getting a bit out of point so for the time being i would just not watch it till the nice part comes. When Ruyi and Jiekun gets together again. YEH! i watch the show just for her actually. I think nobody suits this row more than her. Can you imagine i actually saw this pretty lady face to face and even took a picture with her before. My uncle took the picture and let her signed it. It's kept safe in my drawer now. My uncle knows her BTW! He even knows Zoe tay, fann wong and all. hah. WHat cool Uncle i have. He just knows all the Celebs. maybe i may need him for my future job. Im going into the entertainment industry. The background pple i mean. I cant make it for the front pple. TOO FAT AND UGLY!. haha.

Emotions filled me when i sat at the Indoor Stadium ytd night. I had actually used my own money to buy the ticket. I felt so so proud to be sitting there. Most importantly, i paid for my own Idol's concert. I waited so long for this concert and it did not disappoint me at all. Yanzi was very charming as usual and she captured my heart once she appeared. I went super high. Haha. Although i was sitting at the back, from where i was sitting, i could see her Dad, Mum, grandma, elder sis and zoe tay( out of point to name her) haha. I had a bird's eye view. Yanzi did a "meng bu luo"(a song title) wave and i participated in it. Haha. or rather everyone had to la. She was so so cool. Yeh. I am still so excited now pls. I cant wait for her next concert. Hurruy pls. This time i'll buy a more expensive ticket and go nearer to you, yanzi! :) On the way home, June msged me. Thanx for feeling happy for me june. Yeh! Good friend indeed. Shared my joy.

Today is a tiring day. Aunt came to my hse in the morning all of a sudden and in the end, all 3 of us went church. wanted to just sleep through the morning but aunt asked us to go. so, off we went. Anw, we had transport there. Haha. returned home after church and as i was very tired, i took a nap, really A NAP! 10 mins and mum came back home and forced me to wake up to go out for Lunch at some restaurant. Food there was quite nice la. But spent rather much there. Went to buy sports shoe later on. I GOT A NEW SHOE! Converse one. White one. Quite nice. Im rather satisfied. The old one stinks due to the wet weather recently and i tink im gonna throw it away soon. It's rotting on the floor now. Hope the lizards and cockroaches wont use it for their new homes. Haha. Went home again and i slept once i reached home. felt like a pig. haha. 1hr later. Aunt called again and off we went to NUS cultural centre for my cousin's Hall play. Quite interesting i would say. But the dance part was very well done. KEEP IT UP! I like all their dance moves. Really showed that they put in a lot of effort in it! Now im back home again. Hy asked me to watch MXL! Haha. Do you all remember who is MXL?? June, make a guess, i might give you your Tako! Haha. I LIKE FEN!

I still feel so excited over yanzi's concert. I like her so much. Such a cool person. I want to be her relative. But actually im her sister's Bf's friend the friend the sister the friend, if that bf still remains the same. So, quite a close relation right. haha. Yanzi, for your sake, im going to continue going school tmr. I will study hard and be your manager. OH! YOU KNOW WHAT! My mum say she's going to ask my uncle to help me find some job that will let me be near yanzi. Like maybe her little helper. Help her carry her bag and all. I WILL DO IT FOR FREE MAN! But i think she is just trying to make me happy and trying to cheat me. As she added this line after that, " So you have to study hard now, if not nobody will want to employ those pple with just O level standard. you work hard then i help you ask". That's really cheating me. I really hate my school. I dun want wake up so early. I want to slack at home. I want to watch TV. Hai. Sad life i have.

YANZI IS MY MOTIVATION NOW!

I skipped school again. Haha. This time with a reason that i'll get sick if i go school as it is very cold! I'm in the1st class. Not the best but class 1. Haha. With nobody that i know well except one. That's pretty sad thing to know. However, i think i should accept it. I have thought about it. I think i won't quit school but i will just pon it when i feel like it. As i think i need to upgrade myself by studying things that people are studying. I believe that all the other people at the JCs are all studying hard. At least i think they are! So i better do so if i ever go into a JC in future. I need to learn something, AT LEAST!

I finally got my Ez-link card from DAKOTA! Thanks so much. I am starting to like RUYI more and more. Haha.. I think she gets prettier and prettier each day. And me here is getting fatter and fatter, uglier and uglier. Haha! I just came back from compass point. Parents spend like so much there. They bought $700 worth of Metro Voucher, $360 plus of FU HUA stuffs. Hai. And we ended up getting so many free gifts from the customer service. Mum was being rather happy of the gifts that she received, as usual! June, are we still going your hse tmr?? It's 1040pm now.

21h20min to Stefanie sun's concert. so excited pls!!